Quite sometime back I traveled from the foot hills of Himalayas to a place where I had my college education. After luncheon we were siting in a cool place for a cosy talk when some one ran in to the house shouting 'come look the ghost is back, my cousin is getting possessed'. I was a non believer of such phenomenon and to some extent skeptical when visible spirits, ghosts etc. are talked about, though by that time I had left my material world & was getting immersed in spiritual life. I never believed in spirits or ghosts till that day. But my real life experience changed my view on the very day. The urgency in the tone of the stranger & persuasion of our good natured host made me agree to investigate what the matter was.
When we reached the messenger's house we found a man of medium built sitting on the carpet. The room was cool, even in those days of summer. Very clean & neat. The afternoon light was filtering through the mango tree leaves in to the room.
I looked intensely at the man. He hung his head down, sitting quietly. He was trembling slightly. I asked his name to which he answered in a sing song voice. He talked very humbly. I asked the messenger,'' He seemed OK! then what is the fuss"? He waved his hand to wait. And while we were talking common matters, all of a sudden the changes started to appear on the man crouched on the floor. Anybody could mark the change. His voice was becoming hoarse, whites of his eyes vanished turning blood red, his body started trembling, then shaking violently & anybody could see he had no control over his new situation. The complexion of his body changed from whitish to dark slowly as we see the earth looks when a dark cloud passes over the sun. He wailed, trembling more violently.I was exercising in my mind a way to help him when he stated shouting in an unearthly voice, "They killed me, they murdered me" & gradually the voice changed from one in pain to one in anger. He whimpered, "I did no wrong but they killed me. I will not leave them". "I will take revenge, he croaked. I will kill them". By that time myself & my friend were in awe!
Never seen such a change when a mild man would be transformed to a violent maniac in a couple of minutes, I was a little taken aback, I must admit goose pimples appearing all over my body. His eyes blood red now. Head hung, moving-oscillating like a pendulum he was shouting the same words in a hoarse voice as if at end of a tunnel. A thought flashed my mind' This must be a psychic case & this one of the bouts a patient gets. I asked the messenger again 'what was the man's name'. Mustering some courage, I will admit before you, that it was my first experience in life, I took his name and asked him to cool down. To this he shouted, "I am not that". The threats he was delivering continued. The messenger coaxed me to ask some questions. I asked the man, on the floor to tell what really happened. The man delivered words in between violent sobs & wailing, the broken sentences could mean something like this, "I was on a bicycle & was taking a turn around the corner of the building when they attacked". Who were they?, I asked, to which he did not reply and continued talking. "They hit me with steel rods, steel-chains & I fell down", he said crying violently as if the incident has just happened. He stopped talking & wailed in that hoarse tone which didn't belong to that mild man, I was certain. "Even my father didn't do a proper cremation, the medium shouted in between wailing. My body was burnt with cheap kerosene. My chest is having terrible pain, oh I can't bear it any further. Again he complained about the father,"He never put water on my ashes on the cremation ground," he was now crying now, tears appeared very profusely. "He didn't do the sanskara(Shraddha & Tarpana), miser old man". "I was such a good student, I was going for my competitive examination. I would have achieved something in life. Look what they did to my body. They killed me mercilessly. I will not spare them, I will kill them." By this time I was able to collect all my courage & was prepared to ask some more questions to the spirit.
But my companion was so afraid, he was poking me with his index finger & whispering me to leave the place, I restrained him. He was on the verge of running away when I told him, "Let us get the whole story". I gathered from the messenger that two days back his cousin had come to that place travelling 450 k.m. He doesn't know any one around, He is a very mild man & is in search of a job! He cannot cook a story of such details. To my prodding question he replied, "Yes we have inquired & found out that a young man was murdered by a local muscle man & his group. The incident took place about 10k.m. from here. It happened six months back. The muscleman wanted the boy to marry his sister but he declined. The goon was so much in raze that he and his group killed the innocent boy. I naturally asked was he in love with this girl? To this the spirit, through the medium replied "no no I was not". Crying in a hoarse voice which did not belong to the mild medium he showed the places where he was hit with the iron rods, how he was left on the road to bleed & die. He also was very skeptical about his father who did not perform a proper cremation. He was very agitated & said the miser man saw to it that they burn the body with kerosene oil. Even no last rite(sanskara) was performed. Again he started howling in a hoarse voice, "My whole being is burning; I am in intense pain" & started beating his chest. I could realize why the last rites, Shraddha & Tarpana are advised by our great spiritual scientists the Rishis. I interrupted the spirit at this point & said,"I understand your pain, I understand your anger. I have come from the Himalayas & I want to help you". "No no I don't want any help from any one" was the reply. I coaxed, I have no intention to benefit myself by you, it will be a selfless help only. The hoarse voice became sober. "I know" he said but no help is needed. "Do you know me", I tried to persuade the spirit. It replied haltingly "yes yes you are no ordinary one You are a divine soul". I got a thread to continue.
By this time, I was really sorry for the spirit. "Look if you believe I am a sacred soul then let me tell you I am going back to the Himalayas & there is the sacred river we call mother Ganga". In India rivers are adored as mother. Particularly The Ganga is understood to have alighted from the abode of divinity & considered to be most sacred. So a tiny piece of the bone can be dropped in to the Ganga to help escape the mental turmoil, the spirit is suffering. A question arises here, does a spirit have a mind, the Rishis(spiritual scientists) explain that we have three bodies; one on the other & intermingled. The gross body has a time of expiry. The astral body consisting of mind with its layers leave the body with soul which can be understood as inner self(the causal body). The Rishis advise the common people to do
maranottar sanskara(the last rituals after cremation) so as to quieten the mind of the spirit. The soul or the spirit carries with it many unpleasant experiences including the fire-rite. In case this is not solving the purpose a tiny piece of bone from the ashes is dropped in the sacred river Ganga. I offered to carry his mortal piece. But the spirit declined my offer. It was no doubt respectful to me but didn't want to be released from the present painful condition. I could not understand it, one may feel I am a little dumb-wit. But ultimately I understood it wanted R E V E N G E. And I was shocked. I was horrified. I have heard many stories of spirit taking revenge.
I ventured in to next phase of inquiry. Why you want a revenge? What benefit will it do to you? My mind will be satisfied. It is burning with anger. The burning sensation I am getting will be stopped. I talked to my self "It does not have a body, still it is getting the bouts of burning-pain & the sting of anger & the revenge it feels so deeply". That is why the Rishis want us to cleanse our mind sufficiently before we leave our body otherwise all the negative traits will be carried along. The body-less existence with a mind full of negative thoughts is probably called 'THE HELL'. Any way, I had many points to talk to so I continued.
How can you take revenge? You don't have a body. How can you take revenge? You don't have limbs to hold a stick how can you avenge yourself? Are you short of dreaming? "No no I am not dreaming", yelled the spirit in hoarse voice. "I know they are in jail. Every night I am visiting them & terrorizing them. I will continue till they become zombies out of fear. I want to make them suffer & suffer as much as possible" he rattled. I could not dissuade him from this destructive path. I probably was not that much evolved as the spirit thought. He kept quite whimpering like a dog in pain. And then suddenly he would yell in a very hoarse & unearthly voice!
I continued my question. "Don't you know that what you do, you get back. You are surely carrying your mind. Now with your attitude(revengeful) you make your mind dirtier. You will never get peace, remember!" Who cares? was his firm answer. I will take my revenge. "Yesterday night I have made those crooks trembling with fear, I will further terrorise them,tonight. They cannot escape". I poked him a little more, "Don't you know there is an ULTIMATE ONE who is also watching you"? I wanted to know if he had some divine experiences? He replied solemnly, "No, I am at a very lower level of chetana(consciousness)." I understood his situation; he is sliding down the slope & on a path of self-destruction. His mind is so hurt that he is not ready to listen to any logic, let alone our advice. I understood that if you fail to train your mind to be reasonable before death it will never become reasonable when the gross body is gone & so you only make your life after this life most miserable & probably that is called 'EXPERIENCING THE HELL'. Hell to me is nothing but a state of mind in this life or the next.
My last question to the spirit who possessed the person, was why he preferred to enter his body captivating his mind body & soul. What was his fault I asked softly? Not his fault, I wanted a body & he was available. How? I asked; It was a moonlit night full moon in the sky, slight breeze. I was resting on the mango tree. To me this meek & mild man was a perfect body. He is so mild & a person of such such little confidence, that I chose him to be my vehicle. I understood that a person of such low life energy which expresses itself as confidence & courage, could be easily possessed. I offered why don't you chose me instead? He is suffering so much. No he is not suffering because he does not know what he is doing, his mind & soul are hibernating. Only he will feel weak. And I would not chose you because you are protected. He kept quite for a minute & then said in a hoarse voice you are meditating on one most powerful Mantra that is why. On questioning he agreed to leave the medium as soon as the spirit's job is over. I sighed & said to my friend, yes the GAYATRI MANTRA whose meaning is Oh Lord take me on righteous path. My job was over. My self & my friend left the place.
Later on inquiry we found that the culprits were out of their wits & out of their mind. They refused all legal support & made confession before the judge, who booked them for life.